sch as usual , for the whole day , i was sneezing non stop . know why ? coz of MEIXUAN ! :@ she bad laaaaaaaaa. spread all the virus to everyone . hahas ; first lesson eng . went down buy books with Jade . Ms chong saw us , then jade faster run away . i also . LOL . up to class then do work . history after that . then was pe. no shorts = no pe = no recess -'- LOL. nonsense manzxccccc ! :@ hmms , recess , went up staff room with mr hamim . on the way up tell him my 'sad stories' . hahs . kidding ^^ :p went down canteen find the others . eugene was asking with qiwen . i say , idk . guess wad sandra says ? *pointing to a particular direction* there there ._. and so , eugene believe her and went to the direction to find qiwen . sandra , wad a good mei you are . hahs , kidding ^^ hmms , chinese after that . laughing all the way with meixuan and zoe ^^ love them eh ! :p hahas . sci was as usual boring . but i manage to do the test ^^ after the test feel like sleeping lo. then spot 1 mistake . so change everything ! :@ in the end , no time to sleep :( hehes . nvm nvm . was tired through out the whole 3 periods coz of flu being spread by meixuan ! :@ after sch , send jade off to under dkdk block . while waiting for adrian . but , too bad i forgot wad block he stays . lol . hmms , back to sch . coach was behind us :o then went canteen . sandra bought food , went up ish . warm up and everything . as usual , first ball serve over . the others cannot already :@ LOL. and so , to my opinion , those seniors were really unfair/biased/racist ! ._. really lo. no offence laaa ! really , its you sae , no talking . okay , we shall not talk ! and i was like FINALLY found out wad is the meaning of picking up the balls . picking balls = slacking = talking = sitting on the floor . totally hilarious right ?! LOL , wadever . its really unfair you know ? and as wad people says , nobody is perfect , even if you are the captain , vice captain , or just normal members , everyone will be treated fairly isnt it ? but i dun tink so . ._. seriously , this is the first time ever in my life i ever had this kind of feeling . biased , racist , and wadsoever . as long as they think is right for them . really cannot tahan . i was damn fucking pissed off . really . as sandra joanna and nicole . they were totally pissed off too . as i said , nobody is perfect . practise makes perfect . i dun have enough practise thats why yea ? dun have to critise people de right ? sae wad : aiya like that also not fun . not fun come and be yourself la ._. really , i was damn angry at this matter . if you really think that i am not fit to be at that position , in the first place why ask me go there and be setter ? ._. is like hit high already still dun wan spike , then come sae , wad lousy setter . come be setter yourself la if u are really that capable ._. volleyball needs a team of 6 members . without teamwork , you will NEVER EVER win . if you thinks that , you are good in every position , why needed a team of 6 ? tell me tell me ? really very curious siak ._. LOL. wadever . okay , and seniors , really , doesnt mean you guys are seniors , you people can sit as and when you guys like . 1 sit = everybody sit ._. and so , nicocle and sandra started saying , aiya next time we also like that . sit as and when we like ._. like wtf ? really lo. cannot take it . :@ and guess wad ? pick ball , pass to people that time , the person talking . call her she didn hear nvm , maybe 1 person voice too soft already . bobian , 2nd time was like 3 person shouting her name ; Me Sandra and Nicole , ( and our voice AREN'T THAT SOFT OKAY ?! ) and so , we 3 shouted her name . she just ignore us and continue talking her stories -'- wad is this you tell me ? and called her , ball roll slowly pass her , guess wad , she just look at the ball roll to a further distance , so that she can dun pick it and continue her stories . tell me , if you were me , can you take it ? even nicole and joanna also cannot take it already lo , dun sae me la ._. and wad is the purpose for coming to training ? and finally , i know the answer today ! coming for training = just for the seek of attendance = talking = playing = laughing loudly even when disturb until people also dunno ! and theres this ast activity we were doing . find a partner and serve . over can continue playing . people who never serve over , sit-up 5 . those people who REALLY REALLY REALLY dun have integrity sucks to the very very very MAX ! :@ as i say , i waqs fucking pissed off by this today -'- 'rule' is serve over = continue playing , never serve over = sit-up 5 . and really , they didn do sit up de lo :@ serve never serve over also dun wan do sit up . wad nonsense . trying to change the 'rule' by yourself ?! ._. no way man ! okay , wadever . shall stop crapping if not people coming to comment me. LOL. and yes , last thing i wan to say is that , anything just come talk to be FACE TO FACE and NOT GOSSIP BEHIND MY BACK ! UNDERSTAND ?! ._. LOL.

i guess its time to let go .