oh well , today sucks . really suck alot . trust me .
this year really damn suck up . i hate this year .
2010 sucks ! this year arent a good year even though
it hasnt come to an end. i can see the future eh. :p
kidding only. LOL. so wad i wan to sae is that , today
sucks badly , so does the other days which are coming.
okay , shut up . LOL .

morning , met jade at 6.36am ! not 6.30 okay JADE ?! :p
different by 6 mins lehh ! ^^ then canteen dark dark .
so went playing with shadow . we are lame , i noe. LOL.
went parade ground. then mr hamim come and find me and
rachel . tot got into trouble siak :x hehes. chuatiomeonlyyyy~
but in the end not la. mr hamim says that me and rachel
was the 1st and 2nd runner for the secs 2 of 2.4km last year.
he ask us wan join x-country anot. but if wan must go their
practise. which is equal to i have to skip my beloved volleyball !
:( sad leh ! lol. okay , first lesson was eng , msmok came back.
she sae we very responsible lehh ! ^^ hehes. then was hy. then
pe. have to run 6 rounds , but i run 2 rounds , walk 3 rounds .
1 more round never walk/run coz , bellring ! :p hehes. recess
then chinese. got back my test. i got 51/100 first time lehh !
LOL. from P1 till last year either A or B but now , see la ?!
coz , i am not in the mood to take those test . and i am not
concentrate as i am looking out of windows . who tell linlaoshi
put me sit at joseph seat ! :p LOL. then was sci . mryang no
voice lehh ! from then on , totally bo mood liao. then qiwen
and joseph , both of them were trying to make me laugh
again and again , but too bad they failed. seriously , i dunno
wads wrong with me lo ._. damn fuck up u noe ? mabe its
about the 2 of you. actually , its time to let go of u so that
she can be with him . yea ? right ? LOL. guess its
really time . okay , hmms , really , thanks to Qiwen and
Joseph ! lovethem okay ?! ^^ is like whenever they see me
sad , either of them will start to call me and when i turn
back they will make funny faces. really funny :D
but today , i dun seem to be laughing. really . i hate today.
i hate myself. i hate the rest of the days in 2010 see ,
its only 36 days in 2010 and many many many things happened.
and is MANY ! not just a few okay ?! i can sense that this
year will pass very slowly and make me suffer :@ kao laaaaa !
i am so fuck up now. okay , big big big big big thankyou
to qiwen and joseph. as i said , with them in my life , they never
make me stop laughing ! okay shall stop thanking them , hmms ,
then forgot wad happen . oh ya , after bellring , mryang
still dun wan let us go ! :@ stayed for 10mins lehhhhhh ! LOL.
sandra came asking me , am i crying ? coz my whole face red
red. but seriously , i am not crying , but some how , tearing ?
the tears just appear in my eyes . i have no idea why .
went canteen for lunch . and headed to toilet to change . and went
up to ish . train train train , break , went canteen to buy drinks.
on the way down , saw likhock . keep pointing middlefinger at
him lo. then he at thr trying to act CUTE ! but NOT CUTE
AT ALL !!!! :P hehes. went canteen then went into drinks stall
sandra help to sell drinks . then when got people come i say ,
hello , good afternoon , wad do u wan . then got 1 malay boy
wans to buy pineapple , then i go sae , huh i dunno how to cut
lo. then he and his friend at thr laugh ._. LOL. play play thr. saw
kor lehh ! waved to himmmm ! :D LOL . went back ish traintrain.
then match. todays match totally sucks. no offence eh ! :p
then called daddy , fetch Yanqing and veronica back home.
and went back home. i am trying to give riddles to yexin ^^
cute laaaa she ! :p hahas , act cute only . kidding ^^ LOL.

my coming birthday wishes will be : Die . The earlier the better.
trust me , if u were me , u would have understand.

i cant stop thinking. i have nothing else to say.
tears are rolling down ! :(