its really a waste of time ! 10months . and its excally 10months ! and goes down the river just like that . its really a fucking waste of my time . maybe i was wrong . idk . i am really confused . just let me be alone please . 10 month ago the 280409. -'- No mood , bye.
last thing , Sorry kwokhui and thank you for cheering me up . studies more important ! :D

tears just keep flowing . i cant control it :(

rot at home today coz of flu being spread by meixuan ! :@ fed up . sneeze sneeze and the last time is sneeze ._. LOL. MEIXUAN ! :@ lol , i need help in PW ! idk wad to doooooo ! :o really lo , i dun understand what is huixin saying :o hmms , i still have loads of homework to complete . maths really sucks alot . this year maths teacher totally sucks ttm ! (N) really lo :( coz i dun freaking understand what she is teaching ! o.o ca coming nexr week . monday - ENGLISH !
tuesday - MATHS AND HISTORYYY ! and i dun understand maths :( helphelp somebody . lol , wadever :p hmms , previous post very chong dong i know :p hehes , but who cares ? i am saying the bloody truth . lol . i dun care if you get angry or wad . really , its truth . dun believe ? ask nicole :> LOL . okay , off to PWWWWWWWWW ! :p

2 months 1 day .

sch as usual , for the whole day , i was sneezing non stop . know why ? coz of MEIXUAN ! :@ she bad laaaaaaaaa. spread all the virus to everyone . hahas ; first lesson eng . went down buy books with Jade . Ms chong saw us , then jade faster run away . i also . LOL . up to class then do work . history after that . then was pe. no shorts = no pe = no recess -'- LOL. nonsense manzxccccc ! :@ hmms , recess , went up staff room with mr hamim . on the way up tell him my 'sad stories' . hahs . kidding ^^ :p went down canteen find the others . eugene was asking with qiwen . i say , idk . guess wad sandra says ? *pointing to a particular direction* there there ._. and so , eugene believe her and went to the direction to find qiwen . sandra , wad a good mei you are . hahs , kidding ^^ hmms , chinese after that . laughing all the way with meixuan and zoe ^^ love them eh ! :p hahas . sci was as usual boring . but i manage to do the test ^^ after the test feel like sleeping lo. then spot 1 mistake . so change everything ! :@ in the end , no time to sleep :( hehes . nvm nvm . was tired through out the whole 3 periods coz of flu being spread by meixuan ! :@ after sch , send jade off to under dkdk block . while waiting for adrian . but , too bad i forgot wad block he stays . lol . hmms , back to sch . coach was behind us :o then went canteen . sandra bought food , went up ish . warm up and everything . as usual , first ball serve over . the others cannot already :@ LOL. and so , to my opinion , those seniors were really unfair/biased/racist ! ._. really lo. no offence laaa ! really , its you sae , no talking . okay , we shall not talk ! and i was like FINALLY found out wad is the meaning of picking up the balls . picking balls = slacking = talking = sitting on the floor . totally hilarious right ?! LOL , wadever . its really unfair you know ? and as wad people says , nobody is perfect , even if you are the captain , vice captain , or just normal members , everyone will be treated fairly isnt it ? but i dun tink so . ._. seriously , this is the first time ever in my life i ever had this kind of feeling . biased , racist , and wadsoever . as long as they think is right for them . really cannot tahan . i was damn fucking pissed off . really . as sandra joanna and nicole . they were totally pissed off too . as i said , nobody is perfect . practise makes perfect . i dun have enough practise thats why yea ? dun have to critise people de right ? sae wad : aiya like that also not fun . not fun come and be yourself la ._. really , i was damn angry at this matter . if you really think that i am not fit to be at that position , in the first place why ask me go there and be setter ? ._. is like hit high already still dun wan spike , then come sae , wad lousy setter . come be setter yourself la if u are really that capable ._. volleyball needs a team of 6 members . without teamwork , you will NEVER EVER win . if you thinks that , you are good in every position , why needed a team of 6 ? tell me tell me ? really very curious siak ._. LOL. wadever . okay , and seniors , really , doesnt mean you guys are seniors , you people can sit as and when you guys like . 1 sit = everybody sit ._. and so , nicocle and sandra started saying , aiya next time we also like that . sit as and when we like ._. like wtf ? really lo. cannot take it . :@ and guess wad ? pick ball , pass to people that time , the person talking . call her she didn hear nvm , maybe 1 person voice too soft already . bobian , 2nd time was like 3 person shouting her name ; Me Sandra and Nicole , ( and our voice AREN'T THAT SOFT OKAY ?! ) and so , we 3 shouted her name . she just ignore us and continue talking her stories -'- wad is this you tell me ? and called her , ball roll slowly pass her , guess wad , she just look at the ball roll to a further distance , so that she can dun pick it and continue her stories . tell me , if you were me , can you take it ? even nicole and joanna also cannot take it already lo , dun sae me la ._. and wad is the purpose for coming to training ? and finally , i know the answer today ! coming for training = just for the seek of attendance = talking = playing = laughing loudly even when disturb until people also dunno ! and theres this ast activity we were doing . find a partner and serve . over can continue playing . people who never serve over , sit-up 5 . those people who REALLY REALLY REALLY dun have integrity sucks to the very very very MAX ! :@ as i say , i waqs fucking pissed off by this today -'- 'rule' is serve over = continue playing , never serve over = sit-up 5 . and really , they didn do sit up de lo :@ serve never serve over also dun wan do sit up . wad nonsense . trying to change the 'rule' by yourself ?! ._. no way man ! okay , wadever . shall stop crapping if not people coming to comment me. LOL. and yes , last thing i wan to say is that , anything just come talk to be FACE TO FACE and NOT GOSSIP BEHIND MY BACK ! UNDERSTAND ?! ._. LOL.

i guess its time to let go .

blablablaaa ! done bathing ^^ hmms , late day today . but still went sch early . likhock came and he was doing homework ! :p LOL . hmms , hunney came after that . then followed by maynard ? :o strange . lol . did lit , idk how to do lo ! :@ nvm try try ~ lol. then huixin came . then rachel . bell ring went assemble. Jade and Sandra came after that as they have meeting ~ Lol. sandra is angry ! hoho . back to class have lesson . first period was PE. never bring shorts then need stand in the sun lo :@ my shorts mia you know ?! LOL. hmms , then after that shift to the fence thr . Jade and Rachel also never bring ! :p actually jade got bring but lend to sandra . so have to stay back during recess . mrhamim told us to report to the field. but then , when we reach field , he already not thr le lo :@ LOL. waste our trip . and somemore bring pen and paper ._. must write 'reflection' and reasons why we never bring shorts , but he also not thr , so went canteen instead . and i can sae , today pe lesson passed damn slow . even though we 3 were chatting happily ._. LOL . time still passes sloww ! :p LOL . hmms , then was lit. and followed by science . went lab , practical again ! meixuan keep running away lo , then i fed up dun wan do already . LOL . music after that . and was SEL ~ Ms Atikk never come AGAIN ! ._. lol. free period ~ :D chit chat . played : count the fingers ! and the teacher actually believe the tiltle of the game ! LOL. wadever ~ lol. hmms , lunch in sch as no time for minimart . back to class . slackedddddd ~ then ms mok came in do filing ^^ LOL. hmms , went down buy file with jade and sandra . then up to class do filing . was messed up . then need to do the crossword puzzle thingy . did it all by myself ! :p LOL. cool lend jade then went jp with Sandra and rachel . ice cream as usual . then off to 77th street . saw meixuan , zoe and zoe's brother . lol. 242 , pass the court thr . then get off the next stop . home after that . tuition later ! :@ LOL . byee . :p

SIAN SIAN ! back from tuition like finally ?! LOL :x hoho , currently chatting with korrr and brooo ! :p i know both their secret ! :p sch as usual , lessons as usual , maths boring = sucks :D eng , ms mok was really pissed off with our class until she doesnt wan to scold us . she use the word self discipline . :o okay , this time i s really funny . :x chatting with both of them now , created a 'gang' the 3 of us de gang . brother was the 'leader' , haahs . cute loooo ! :p gang was form on 24/02/10 10.10 PM ! :p hahas, wadever . back to post ! ^^ hmms , as i said ms mok was pissed off :( really ! :p mr yang too ! sci lesson was like really , hmms , idk how to describe . hehes . jiu shi mr yang also very pissed la ! :p hehes . then FT period ! played truth or dare ! me and sandra once also never kena lo ! only Jade kena the most ! :p then lunch . till 2.15 . accompanied amelia till 2.15 only . then she went to dentention ! while i went for GYMMMMMMM ! :P actually , i starting to loveeeee gym le lo ^^ really , after gym , went up to ish . everything was all done already . those people who have no integrity ! :@ -'- LOL who cares ? LOL. went up put bag straight away serve 1 ball using upper hand , over you know ?! :D happy for me please ! ^^ OVER LEHHHH ! :p nicole was like wow ~ hahas . cool ^^ thats why i love gymm :p yi ju liang de ^^ hmms , played while train . both coach were friendly today ^^ :p hehes. first one was serving , serve over get to play , if not sit up T_T okay , wadever ^^ hmms , was damn damn fun ! coach keep at thr sae me lo :$ say i can serve over already uhh ! :$ GOT ANOT ?! :x kidding ^^ hehes . then 4 person need go EAT ! ._. okay then so left 8 people . so played 4-4 against each other . i saved a few balls . and guess how i saved it ?! i slide . and the sound was like , painful you know ? ouchhhh ! now got blue black ! :( eeeeeeeeew ! de sound really very ci er lo ! :x hmms , was really fun and enjoyable today ! :p i loveeee ! every wed will be doing this . and i am really damn freaking happy that i could really serve over using upper hand ^^ :p hehes . okay , wadever , new member is Eugene ! :p hoho , ^^ LOL. cute siak . kidding ^^ okay , off to bedddd ! :@ nights ! :D

Happy Birthday to Guohuaaaa ! :D
LOL . bored , off to sleep now ^^

Lessons as usual boringg ! especially maths ! I WANT MS LEE :( wadever ~ last night , hmms , on msn , qiwen suddenly invited me into the conference chat room ~ LOL. eugene was superrrrrrrrrr BAD ! :@ he wrote this , : sp can be another blur penguin ._. nonsense ~ hoho . okay , i am bored . hmms , okay back to post ~ first lesson was Home econs ! did practical although we didn brought our apron along . ms chua very good ^^ hoho . ^^ LOL. partner with sandraaaaa ! cook fried ricee ! :D i love :p have to cut my beloved nails ! :( saddieeeeee ! but the nicest de never cut :p cause thosee 2 really damn nice ^^ give me 1 weeks time , nails will grow backkkk :D hmms , people sae my nail fake one lo ! actually , is reaaaaaal ! :@ stop saying that if its fake de , i dun use fake nails ~ although it really looks like fake nails , but its not ^^ hoho. okay , practical was damnn fun ! pictures with me , but cant upload coz cant bluetooth into lappy ! :@ LOL. then was gy ~ did wadever teacher tell us to do , good girl eh ^^ recess was next followed by maths . maths as usual , BORINGGGGGGGGGG ! :@ and guess wad ?! CA1 is just next week , i dun even effking understand what she is teaching lo ! :@ even joanna also got say , she is no better than ms lee . oops ! no offence ~ LOL. okay , hmms , half way through jade need go dental but teacher only allow her go after the first bell rang ._. make the dentist wait only~ LOL. wadever ~ hmms , next was art ! super ^^ hoho , i hate drawing :( LOL. then HY and was chinese ! went to sit with sandra . then encik tan walk pass our class . cool lehh ! :p LOL . then people was like encik tan encik tan , she looked into our class and smile ~ hoho. LOL .then break . off to sci lab for briefing . then off to take bus ! on bus at thr keep laugh laugh laugh lo ^^ hoho , our plan didn work ! LOL . nvm nvm . play and play , laugh and laugh , chat and chat . LOL . funnnnnn ! :D reach thr , went to the dkdk where . got air con :D LOL. nice nice , i like . LOL . then went the dkdk whr . no aircon . LOL. stayed thr for half and hour then went outside the broadway i tink. OH YA ! something damn HILARIOUSSSSSS ! once i step into the entrance of sungei buloh , me and rachel decided to scare QIWEN ~ and so we go , eeeeeeee QIWEN ! shout la ofc . qiwen got scared by us . HOHOHO ! REALLY REALLY ! If u were there , you would know how funny it is ! Muhahahahahahah ! :D LOL . then people around there laughing lo . hahas , on the way to broadway then we were like scaring each other ~ hohoho ! hahas , cute siak . those people were really freaked out . then on the way , saw qiwen . as we were being splitted into 2 groups . hehe . so , once again , me and rachel scared him , but this time his reaction not as big as just now . hahas , laughdieeeee ! :p hahas . okay , hmms , then after that around 4+ went to assemble . then went to the toilet , was damn clean laaaa ! LOL . suaku , ps. LOL . clique pictures after that . 4.30 boarded the bus , those people really dunno how to zi dong ._. -'-'-'- LOL. actually is sit behind one why must come sit infront lehh ? -'- really damn f up lo. LOL . so , bo bian have to sit behind . LOL. oh ya , on bus i realise i have fever . see la sandra , no wonder i so quiet never disturb you right ? hoho. LOL. might / might not be going sch tmr . if fever goes down then will be going . then might not be going vb training also :( saddie uhh . LOL.today trip wasted lo :@ should not have go . coz platoon mentors all come to our sch . sad laaaaaaa ! :@ LOL. nvm nvm ! tsktsk ! LOL. oh , guess wad ?! my mum ask me if my nail was real or fake de lo ._. LOL :p hahas , hmms , okay byeeeeeeeee . somebody is waiting for my post lehh ! :p LOL. hahas.
Oh fuck , i just found out my $20 lost ! and i swear is being stolen . coz i didn eat during recess today ! pls la admit la hor , keep steal steal steal think very fun is it ?! -'-

you girls just dont understand how i feel . we are always thinking of different thing .

School as usual today . Met Sandra in the morning . Hx come and followed by jade and Rachel . Lessons were as usual , daily routine . Chinese and was English followed by recess. Didn't eat , drink only. Then was math ._. really can sleep lo . But me and jade and thr playing ._. lol. Cool I know ^^ Then was geog . chit chat + do work ^^ lol .Pw , ms mok was pissed offff ~ lol .reading and was ft period . Yz keep disturb me lo. Kidding ^^ lol . Went to find mrs ramesh . Guess wad ?! She eating buffee ._. lol . STill tell us to see her . Lol . Vb after that . Nothing much . Match was funnnnnnnnn :D I love it . Hoho . ^^ going sungei buloh tmr ._. . lol . Oh wadever . Okay , hmms , oh ya ! Guohua , get well soon okay ? Rest well :D hehes :)

Eeeeeeew ! See is excally 1 am I haven got to bed . Cool right ? Was on phone with yong zhi . Bad la he , wan sleep already still dun wan give me sleep . Lol , wad nonsense . Hahas. I think he fall asleep while texting . Weirdo , hahas. I dun think I can sleep tonight , as my sister's friend came and stay over night I guess , lol who cares ? I just don't feel like sleeping , but somebody is gonna to morning text me , cool isn't it . Hahas. Lol. Why do people sleep sooooo effing early ? Lol . Okay , I am bored , somebody entertain me please ?

If time could be rewinded , every single thing will be changed by now . but thrs no point saying this now. I fucking hate my current life . Friendship problems and coz of relationship and affected our friendship. what is this . nonsensical. -'- If is not because of him , everything would have been change by now . he is just a humji little dog . talk to him also dun dare reply . ._. shall not state his name as he know that is him , himself . Yes YOU ! ._. okay , wadever . like wad 'student' says , she and me will still be friends , but not as close as before . and wad we are now is not totally his fault . so dun push everything on him . this was already the 2nd time i am facing this kind of problem . and i fucking hate it ._. okay , off to phone with yongzhi as he keeps pestering me ~ hahas , okay bye ^^

Sorry Qiwen for shouting at you today , i was really in a bad mood , Sorry .

as i said , my wholeeeeeee body is aching :( stomach cramp for yesterday whole night . so i didn get to sleep at all ._. this morning woke up . texting as usual ^^ sch afterthat . assembly , then eng . Ms mok didn come . at thr use phone teacher also dun care ._. somemore teacher still join in lo ._. LOL . somemore this teacher kick until people chair also dunno how to apologise de lo :@
dunno still wan to be teacher . never respect student de lo ._. LOL. oh wadever . recess and was chinese . lesson half way chee seong tell me go dentist ! :@ LOL. make me miss out my BELOVED chinese lesson only :( oh well , i was just kidding :D hahas , hmms , went thr dentist sae my teeth very nice ^^ hoho ~ LOL. :x then went back class , eugene at thr asking , huh ? so fast come back ._. LOL. he wans me to drag drag the lesson ~ LOL. then was joseph turnnnn! :p okay , did activity and heard from meixuan and Zoe , thanks both . i dont blame u guys :D toilet with sandra , then science . 3 periods was totally BORED ! ._. Eugene purposely choose science go dentist de lo :@ coz he thinks that sci is boring . thats why . LOL . training after that ^^ was quite funnnnn today ! i like i like . hoho ^^ LOL. partner with sandraaaaaa to train under hand ~ then setting ^^ hoho , i guess my setting improve alittle liao looooo ^^ LOL. then receving spikes ~ hoho , then was matchhhhhh ! Aqilah wasnt here for vb today , so i took over her place , i didnt play as well as her . but i did saved a few balls . i even hurt my own back now . oh well , nvm nvm :D hahas . was , quite fun after all . training ended at 4.10 Pm mac with nicole aftermath . ate ice cream and fries . after all , that was my lunchcumdinner :D i really have no appitite anymore . :x okay , chit chat while eating . then nicole's friends came from church de . her friend's friend so random lo. somemore is boy lo . suddenly come sit with us and hear wad we chatting . he totally agrees with wad we sae evernthough he dunno us ._. cute and sooooo random lo. LOL. chat chat , laugh alot with strangers >.<
J , actually I wasnt angry with you at all , I am just both dissapointed and upset . maybe whats S says was right , as long as you are happy with him let you be . yes , we dont want to lose such a good friend isnt it ? You didn tell me coz u didn want be to be hurt , but you didn tell me , its make me hurt more . seeing you like this really hurts me alot ! Sometimes no matter what we do , a little giving is all that makes it works .

Its hard diffcult to face the truth

late day today , so met sandra at the busstop NEAREST to pm . and her nearest tot is u noe hmms , that one with the over head bridge that one ! but actually not lo . is oppo Mac that one :p and guess wad we waited thr aimlessly until , sandra came to look for me . hoho , i tot she was late actually she wasnt . mac next ~ bought the same meal . eat the hashbrown then full already . then the burger i only eat ......... HALF ~ ^^ coz i am really really really FULLLLLL ! ask sandra ~ ^^ hahas . hmms , then reach sch . first 2 periods jitao relieve ^^ hahhahaha ! :p i like i like ^^ then was recess and lit . Lit was boring as usual . everytime 2 periods will make me sleep one lo . so , this time , almooooost fell asleep ! LOL. cool isnt it ?! hmms , then SCI ~ had a test . not that sleepy lo ^^ amelia came sit with me . she hor , make me :$ onlyyy ~ hahas , keep draw draw my notes de lo :p hahas , chat chat ^^ then SEL ~ watch videos , and guess wad , me and meixuan started laughing after qiwen laugh . noe why ? coz qiwen laugh really CMI de looooo ~ dun believe ask Rashiqah also can . she also at thr laughing . and i swear that we wasnt laughing at the video . aiya , the next time got video again then u all see . damnn funny . he laugh , non stop untils the video starts to stop . LOL. okay shutuppp ~ SS after that . our class is noisy have to stay back half an hour more after that . but in the end also dun have . coz we VERY quite after that. actually , we were more noiser afterthat . coz Jade Amelia Rachel and thr dancing with the broom and dustban ~ hoho , cute or wad ? :x hahas . aftermath , walk to gate with JARHSS ! :D Amelia went off with her baby first ~ the rest of us walk to JP :D once again , Jade bring us under her house . played the playground thr . hahas , damn funnnnnn lo ! :D i noe we are childishhh ! :D but dun care. hehes . oh ya , received a belated birthday card from rachel today . she forgotten to give it to me on that day :o okay , thanks for people who wrote in the card , hmms , let me recall ~ Rachel , Joseph , Shaiful , Sandra , Jade , Amelia , Qiwen , Huixin , Veronica , Unknow guy ( Yingyu ) . hohoho , thanks :D for the whole of today , my muscles are all aching :( and my stomach seems to have cramps . cant sleep also lo . damnn pain. didn attent tuition later .

lessons for today were fine but not for maths ._. teacher at thr verbal abuse us ._. sae wan hit us and strangle us ! :@ angryyyyyy DIEEEEEEEEE ! . LOL after that , Jade straight away called her mother and complain ~ LOL. cool siak ~ hohoho ! kidding ^^ after sch > volleyball > GYMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ! :D hohoho ! :D 'partner' with huining to do the run thingy ~ hoho . after gym , had standing broad jump ! pain bodohh ! then went up ishhhhhh ! :D train train . after that servings ~ then , secs 1 went home left 2s and 3s match :D improve lehh us ^^ coach keep say i zai lo :$ hoho ! LOL :p kidding ^^ after that , stayed back , they say need meeting , in the end guess wad ?! Belated Birthday BASHHHHHH ! :D like another one . but this time , not with flour or cake , is with cold cold water :@ scary lehhhhhh ! Aaiyisah , Rashiqah , Reena , syamimi , splash me water ;( cold lehhh ! syamimi bit me somemore ~ LOL. hahas , nvm nvm ~ oh ya , morning , text text , guohua told me a very very very cold joke . cole until cannot cold de joke ^^ i was telling him i very cold , his reply was , : go do warm up laaa ~ eeeeeeeew ! hahas , cuteeee ~ LOL . he stalker siak . just now outside my house . STALKER ~ oh kidding ~ seriously kidding ~ no such things ^^ LOL. okay , i shall get some sleep now ^^ hehes nights people :D oh ya , thanks for the BIRTHDAYBASH today , i am totally W-E-T WET ! like Aqilah ! HAHAHHA ~ okay , nightssssssssss ! :D

First of all , Thanks this people for wishing me ! :D



Jade , Amelia , GuoHua , Rachel , Sandra , Veronica , Adrain , KwokHui , Jeremy , Jean , Likhock , Qiwen , Eugene , Shaunlee , Serena , Eileen , Huixin , LieuWei , ZhiYan , Falysha , Meixuan , Joseph , Rashiqah , Nina , Marsya , Felicia , LiJun , Jeff , Adrian , Aloy , Aqilah , Yexin , Jeremy , Rachel , Ken , Eilna , Ivan , Jamie , Joanna , Junwei , MrKwan .
hmms , note that there are some repeated names , but the arent the same person :D
and class 2E6 and tuition class for the birthday song :D
Both advance and belated ^^ thankyousssssss ! :D

okay , hmms . bascially , spent my new year with relatives and friends , first day relatives , second days father de jie bai brothers , LOL. that day , parents gamble and won a total of $600+ cool right ? as they were the banker . at first lose $200+ in the end win back ^^ LOL. back home at 10+ and , they majong-ed till 3+ . crazy laaaa. total idk win $1000-$2000+ LOL. then today , rotting at home ~ eeeeeeew , Kor and Adrain sooooooooo bad la ~ opps ! kidding ^^ LOL. hmms , school tmr , Volleyball tmr i guess . hohoho ^^ LOL. i like i like ^^ LOL. okay , off to bed . time check : 9:45PM . Hope tmr will be a better day , wont kena left out again .

Pictures taken on 12/02/10 before leaving the
classroom for CNY celebration :D

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines ! :D

Thanks for all the birthday wishes ^^

Early in the morning woke up by messages . At around 3 + and 5+ ._. Then 7+ woke up by gh message . He wokee me up :( kidding . Lol. Then sleep again at 9+ then never sleep le. At 10+ Adrian woke up up also :@ LOL . :p kidding ~ ^^ Parents keep tell me to do things lo :@ go out buy things somemore ._. headache + dizzy ._. Lol wadever . This year sucks ._. As wad he says , all of our relationship soooooooo confused ._. lol. Wadever la . So now , they are asking me to do things again ._. will die one u Noe ?!?!!!? Lol. Byeeeeeee! :)

back from mac with Jean and Shaunlee . went sch , Sandra came at 6.50 ? went up class take history and do . assembly then got 1 airplane flew pass , rachel sae is 'shooting stars ' and everybody was looking at it . even the next class also . mr giam stop talking just becoz of that . then mr phua scolded and sae 2 class from sec2 not paying attention ! LOL. up to class then lesson . eng , hist , pe. then was recess . after recess , did the hamper thingy . but we didn help , mryang came and help instead . he sae dunno 2 years ago he was the form teacher of 3/6 ? and they got champion. LOL. we didn help , but we at thr tying each others hair , being hair stylist . oh , kidding . lol. played till 11.10 pack up , send the hampers down . then prepare thanks the class for singing the birthday song for me ! :D accept them ._. LOL. kidding :o , took class photos , and went to hall . and yes , we didn won anything , ANYTHING for the hamper ._. LAME LA ! :@ . but actually not lo . watch performance , actually is the beatboxer thing . LOL. after that , seperated with Jade and Amelia . met jean , then went bus stop . waited for bus 99 for 45 mins ?! -'- LOL. so long la. shaunlee keep hurry us ._. saw adrian ! the man in blackkkkkkkk ! :p hahas . he is sucha noob ! :p kidding ~ hehes. went back rulang . in sch for abt less than half and hour . saw kehan in his xiong feng outfit . didn manage to see the teachers that i wan , but i saw my last last last time de classmate ^^ LOL. went behind the hall . then tricked shaunlee . run when see him ._. lame i noe :x LOL . went waiting area find shaunlee and shaunlow . :o mrkwan is still as tall . LOL :x cannot find mslye and mrschan ! :@ LOL. mac after that , many people then went kfc . many people also , so went opposite bought bubble tea , settle down . then jean wan go home . we didn wan show her the way , then she walk home herself , we behind her , tailing her :x hehes . she didn now until shaunlee go scare her . hahahaha ! went in mac sit sit , eat eat . LOL! shaunlee too his iphone and show off his phone function . LOL. then camera squeezy ! :D cool ! :p hahas . oh ya , he biantai one lo . LOL . okay , home at 4+ .
oh ya , thanks for the birthday presents ! :D LOL.

Why are people so guailannnnn at times ? ._. simply too guailan already :@
I miss pervert <3

hmms , late day today , met hunney .
likhock came. LOL. morning assembly ,
Amelia was at the gate when 2nd bell ring .
so , she decided not to go to sch as she doesnt
wan to serve detention ! :p HAHAHA ! LOL.
first lesson was pe. never bring PE shorts !
mrhamim doesnt allow us to wear FBT lo ! :@
angry ! :@@@@@@@@@ LOL. why cant siak ?
shorts only mahh ._. LOL. then was eng ? Msmok
lesson . and was recess. after that lit ~ felt like sleeping
coz 2 periods you noe ?! LOL. and was science ! worst !
LOL. Mryang liar lo ! :p he sae off handphone then the
mike can use . my handphone still on then the thingy
also can mahhhh ! LOL. LIARRRRRRR ~ LOL.
then was SEL ! TEACHER NEVER COME ! :p LOL.
Chat and chat . Brother ! CHEER UP LUHHHHHH !
DUN SAD OKAY ?! ^^ LOL. oh ya , and thanks
for the card that u pass to Zhiyan , Lieuwei , Falysha ,
Veronica , Rachel , Jade , Huixin. THANKS ! :DDD
LOL. lunch , then ss . sat with SANDRA ! :D
she was doing lit as she needs to hand up by today .
so , she drew 2 people playing 5 stones . draw untill like dunno
wad ? but pro me still can guess wad is that ! :p HAHAHAHS .
LOL. then after ss . had a birthday surprise from my beloved
Clique members and Guohua ! :D thanks uhhh !
Birthday bash ! :@ they bought corn flour and pour on me .
the bad-dest among all is AMELIA ! :@ she pour almost the
whole packet on me lo :( among all , Guohua was the best ,
he didn do anything :p HAHAHAHA ! oh ya , thanks guohua
for the present ! although i have not open it , i shall open it
on saturday ! :p hehes ^^ next , amelia took the cake and throw
at me ! :@ throw back her ^^ sandra also ! ._. i chased her from
1 block to another , and finally threw at her . and Sandra keeping
saying that , my mother at home la . dun throw at me ! actually
her mum was not at home ! :@ shall throw her back some day ! :p
:@ AMELIA ! LOL. back to sch . the guard dun let amelia in . coz
she wearing home clothes + uniform ! LOL. then in the end still
allow us in . i went to bath ! :p LOL. then went gekpoh with
Sandra and Veronica . went eat . shared ice kachang with sandra !
bus home after that ! .

oh ya , Darlinnnnnnn and korrrrrrrrr !
Get well soon okay ?! ^^ dun faint horrrr. :p

met Amelia at side gate with Jean . amelia's new nameis Umulu ~ :D hahahaahha ! :p lol. cute right ? assembly then reading ! :@ first lesson was lit ! ms ang gave out last time the worksheet . me rachel ,sandra , veronica , kellie and nihui never get . coz copy each other answers ._. Jade included also ! :P hehes .pirated uhh ! LOL . shall not copy laaaa. bad girl ! kidding ~ erm , hmms , then was maths . Jade was absent as she is having some kind of sickness , lovesick i guess . ohhhhhhh , kidding ! :p maths was totally boring ! but , i understand wad mrs ramesh
is talking about ^^ LOL. i ask her question , then she tell the whole class :$ hehes. recess with amelia . amelia went to eat . i go buy drinks . then queue until half those boys come squeeze squeeze ! :@ called qiwen help me buy coz i am short ! :@ treated eugene to drink . he thank me lehh , so nan de ~ LOL. then bellring . on the way up , amelia sae wan sit at staircase coz she dun wan go up class so early . so , we stand instead of sit . stand then when got people walk pass i sae goodmorning . guohua kwokhui and afiq walked pass , i sae goodmorning only guohua reply . then he sae guarding staircase uhh ? jitao xiasuayy ! :@ LOL. then faster go up class incase later throw face ~ LOL. ameliaaaa ~ :@ LOL. eng , compo . group work , chit chat with sandra eugene rashiqah and meixuan . 5 of us . msmok was pissed by our group and other group ofc ! coz she tell us to do work , but in the end we chit chatting and playing ._. LOL. so individual work ! LOL. then sel , msatikk never come ! sooooooo , change places and chitchatting again ! :D actually we didnt chitchat . we were playing true or dareeeee ! :D played with Amelia , Qiwen , Eugene , Joseph and Yingyu . keep spin until yingyu then ask lots of question , coz he is too hum to choose dareeee ~ laugh laugh laugh alot ! :D oh ya , then at dunno wad lesson , qiwen ate the sweet that i gave him . tell him make expression give rashiqah see coz she scared too sour . then when he eat , his expression was soooooooooo funny that makes everyone around him laugh ! i swear , if u see it , u cant stop laughing ~ LOL. hmms , then the relieve teacher was also damn pissed with the group coz , we were too noisy ! :p but she also dun care wan lo ._. and now we noe each other secrets . shhhhhh. only never spin dao amelia , joseph and qiwen . good lo . spin until eugene they ask who he like then eugene sae other sch . was like so fakeeeeee ! LOL. then yingyu help him sae , he sae is me ._. LOL. then eugene help him to complete his acts ~ LOL.then i also act together with them . LOLOLOLOLOLOL ! lameeeeeeeeee ! then was science ! BOREDDDDDD ! LOL. but i did my homework okay ?! LOL. then we at thr making cheers for qiwen ! the cheer is sooooooo funny but i forgot already . something about shit de . its gross ~ LOL. FT period , both form and co-form never come . so , mryang take over :@ then meixuan keep bullying me lo :( keep wan tickle me only ! in other words , she keep wan molest me :@ :@ :@ LOL. pervert siak ! LOL. keep at thr playing with rulers with her . then then , she keep hit me ! PAIN U NOE ?! :@ LOL. wadever. after sch , training , gym for today . then last 1 hour went ish . practise upper hand serving ! :D can serve over lehh ! but at the end end , my arm no more strength le so , cannot serve over liaoooooo ! :( sadded la . training ends at 5.10 . pack up bus home afterthat . School tomorrow ! Late day ! :D Friday no practise ! practise resume on 17/02/10 ! on wednesday ! :D

Oh ya ! Korrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! Get well soon from ur sickness ! :P hehes ^^

Hihi ^^ back to post . Late right ? Coz I have just completed my mascot . Cool isn't it ? Lol. Okay, hmms , met jade and Sandra at canteen. Morning assembly and up to class foe lesson. First lesson home Econ . Did the mascot thingy . Haven't complete so miss chua let us bring home and do . Do until I was die. Hahas , kidding . Then was gy . and recess. Then was maths . Really really almost fell asleep ._. lol. Then was art . Hy and chinese. Lunch with jade and amelia . Tell u guys 1 secret. Jade And Amelia enemies are chickens ! They keep eating so many chicken lo :@ hahas. Ss after that . Did homework till half sweep floor ._. the teacher laaaaaaa ! :@ lol. Then do until half qiwen come ask me something. From then on no mood to do work Liao , so keep at thr deesiao qiwen ^^ then yingyu join in. Good lo ._. 2 boys against me lo :@ lol. Wadever. Then keep at thr laugh laugh and play play till bell ring. Then went staffroom pass books to teacher. Then walk to jp with jade Rachel and huixin . Reach interchange , jade went off to Clementi. The 3 of us went buy things. From then on got 2 boys following Rachel already . Suspicious lehh ! Hahas. Then ice cream ^^ then huixin went off. Left me and rachel went in to 1 shop when come out got 1 boy waiting for Rachel then ask for her phone number. She damn shy lo. Lol. She ignore the person and walk away. L. Then walk a distance already the boy came back and ask sae also can be friends mahh then Rachel jitao reply sae I dun wan be ur friend ._.lol. Went walk walk after that and he . And ispent 3-4 hours of doing the mascot thingy ._.lol. Okay shall end this freaking post and get to sleep ^^



Promises are meant to be broken , isn't it. ? Lol.

Wads the use of being friends ? Wad u noe is gossip and gossip , wadelse do u Noe ? Betray ? Backstab ? ._. wadever . Oh ya ,

Volleyball training tomorrow !!!!!!!! :) lol.

Hihi ^^ oh well , I am bored . Just trying out the functions of this iPhone . Lol . Not bad not bad. Oh lol . Well , Sandra , me and jade shall trust u this time ^^ muhahaha . Lol. Wadever . School tomorrow ! :@ ?<,%€|_|<|_~>~#> lol. Bored manzxc. Especially maths . No offence. Oh ya , a few people came up to me in school today and aslnif my birthday is on the11th let me repeat myself . It's not on thursday okay ?! Get it clear ! :@ lol. Stop asking me tyvm ^^ I am getting more and more pissed off by this matter , oh wadever . Okay shall go to my bed now , or else it will miss me :x oh kidding ^^ okay , nights nights nights x3

hihi ^^ i am back ^^ LOL.
on phone with sandra just now .
hahas , cute la she :D oh wadever . LOL.
hmms , morning , met Jade then went side gate
met sandra . Jade at thr taking the cats picture
hahas , somemore keep take mine also lo :$ kidding
LOL. okay , hmms , then then , hmms , first lesson
was chinese. write letter writing ? then was english .
did compre correction. recess and maths . maths
keep at thr laugh laugh with jade lo . she totally
nothing to sae ~ LOL. kidding . hmms , keep making
those pervertic sound :@ LOL. eeeeeeeew. then keep
hitting me lo :( saddieeeeeeeeeeee :( LOL.
then was GY . Jade was wearing comtact lens ~
LOL. and PW. went comp lab chat all the way . helped
Rashiqah with a little of it and bell ring . was late for reading
for 10 mins ! opps ! :p hehes . reading keep staring into space lo
:p hehes. then linlaoshi walk pass keep seesee :$ mx help me
buy can food lehh ^^ thanks lots lots laaaa ! :D FTperiod was next.
then lunch . then volleyball . today damn unluckyyy ! :@
cecelia spike , then dunno who hit the ball kena my specs :@ LOL.
wadever . then lend reena specs ! thanks <3 ^^ hmms , then
coach serve must receive , i slide my knee against the floor ._.
then jitao very very veryyyyy pain u noe ?! :@ LOL .
wadever ~ then match . oh well , sucky . noo offence ~
match till 6.30 ? talk talk talk till 6.4o ? pack up and after that
daddy fetch home . dinner straight afterthat . i only eat half a plate .
LOL. i felt sooooooo giddy :( headache also :@ LOL. who cares ?
nobody will cares ! :@ LOL . home at 7+ 8+ after that ^^

webcam with my beloved ZuiQingAiDe ♥

hahas , first time u noe ? she is soooooo

Pretty ! ^^ dun jealous okay ?! ^^

Click to enlargee ! :D

oh well , once again i am haveing fever +
headache + cough . i felt so giddy laaaa ! :@
hate it ttvvvvvm :@ -'- LOL.
oh wadever . i have no appetite to eat.
so after all , friday and saturday i only ate
1 meal . and thats actually not a proper meal.
LOL .okay wadever. byeeeeee ~

oh well , today sucks . really suck alot . trust me .
this year really damn suck up . i hate this year .
2010 sucks ! this year arent a good year even though
it hasnt come to an end. i can see the future eh. :p
kidding only. LOL. so wad i wan to sae is that , today
sucks badly , so does the other days which are coming.
okay , shut up . LOL .

morning , met jade at 6.36am ! not 6.30 okay JADE ?! :p
different by 6 mins lehh ! ^^ then canteen dark dark .
so went playing with shadow . we are lame , i noe. LOL.
went parade ground. then mr hamim come and find me and
rachel . tot got into trouble siak :x hehes. chuatiomeonlyyyy~
but in the end not la. mr hamim says that me and rachel
was the 1st and 2nd runner for the secs 2 of 2.4km last year.
he ask us wan join x-country anot. but if wan must go their
practise. which is equal to i have to skip my beloved volleyball !
:( sad leh ! lol. okay , first lesson was eng , msmok came back.
she sae we very responsible lehh ! ^^ hehes. then was hy. then
pe. have to run 6 rounds , but i run 2 rounds , walk 3 rounds .
1 more round never walk/run coz , bellring ! :p hehes. recess
then chinese. got back my test. i got 51/100 first time lehh !
LOL. from P1 till last year either A or B but now , see la ?!
coz , i am not in the mood to take those test . and i am not
concentrate as i am looking out of windows . who tell linlaoshi
put me sit at joseph seat ! :p LOL. then was sci . mryang no
voice lehh ! from then on , totally bo mood liao. then qiwen
and joseph , both of them were trying to make me laugh
again and again , but too bad they failed. seriously , i dunno
wads wrong with me lo ._. damn fuck up u noe ? mabe its
about the 2 of you. actually , its time to let go of u so that
she can be with him . yea ? right ? LOL. guess its
really time . okay , hmms , really , thanks to Qiwen and
Joseph ! lovethem okay ?! ^^ is like whenever they see me
sad , either of them will start to call me and when i turn
back they will make funny faces. really funny :D
but today , i dun seem to be laughing. really . i hate today.
i hate myself. i hate the rest of the days in 2010 see ,
its only 36 days in 2010 and many many many things happened.
and is MANY ! not just a few okay ?! i can sense that this
year will pass very slowly and make me suffer :@ kao laaaaa !
i am so fuck up now. okay , big big big big big thankyou
to qiwen and joseph. as i said , with them in my life , they never
make me stop laughing ! okay shall stop thanking them , hmms ,
then forgot wad happen . oh ya , after bellring , mryang
still dun wan let us go ! :@ stayed for 10mins lehhhhhh ! LOL.
sandra came asking me , am i crying ? coz my whole face red
red. but seriously , i am not crying , but some how , tearing ?
the tears just appear in my eyes . i have no idea why .
went canteen for lunch . and headed to toilet to change . and went
up to ish . train train train , break , went canteen to buy drinks.
on the way down , saw likhock . keep pointing middlefinger at
him lo. then he at thr trying to act CUTE ! but NOT CUTE
AT ALL !!!! :P hehes. went canteen then went into drinks stall
sandra help to sell drinks . then when got people come i say ,
hello , good afternoon , wad do u wan . then got 1 malay boy
wans to buy pineapple , then i go sae , huh i dunno how to cut
lo. then he and his friend at thr laugh ._. LOL. play play thr. saw
kor lehh ! waved to himmmm ! :D LOL . went back ish traintrain.
then match. todays match totally sucks. no offence eh ! :p
then called daddy , fetch Yanqing and veronica back home.
and went back home. i am trying to give riddles to yexin ^^
cute laaaa she ! :p hahas , act cute only . kidding ^^ LOL.

my coming birthday wishes will be : Die . The earlier the better.
trust me , if u were me , u would have understand.

i cant stop thinking. i have nothing else to say.
tears are rolling down ! :(

hihi ^^
i am back from jp 10mins ago. :P
hmms , wait , let me recap ^^
morning , went to sch , met hunney .
whole canteen was dark ! short circuit eh :p
after awhile then okay le , so went canteen
do homework. blaablaaaaaa then chat chat.
assemble after that. then first lesson was
PE. went toilet to change with 12345678
8 girls . mr hamim angry lehh. next time cannot
late :@ LOL. then was rap ~ msmok no come ,
relieve teacher again . did compo ? then recess.
and was lit . once again lit was funny. but today
i feel like sleeping . so no mood . opps ! lol .
sci after that . went comp lab , all occupied then
went to resource room ? :o at thr sit sit chat chat
with rashiqah and nina ~ bored siak . then music.
watch funny videos . then back to class for sel .
watch video again ~ but then different de . lunch with
jade and amelia . rachel and huixin join in.
i eat so slow lo ._. they eat finish , i 10mins later then
finish lo . :$ got anot ? keep see see me eat !
selfstudy . qiwen dunno how to take picture ! :P kidding uhh !
hahaha ! LOL. walk to jp after that with amelia rachel and huixin.
walk until half amelia wan go take 99 . crazy woman . opps ! :p
continue walking to jp . then went eat ice cream . bus home after
that. i am a good girl okay ? ^^ :P not like someone ! ^^

had lessons as usual , after sch had training.
ish being paint , poor us have to do gym :(
hahas , nvm nvm ^^ although its tough ,
but i really enjoy today ^^ partner with
nurul . she rocks okay ?! ^^ finish every
activity ! then keep running around the
canteen lo ! got more than 20 rounds i guess.
but wad rashiqah sae is if add everything
up should be need round 50rounds . cool
isnt it ? i am so tired today ! :( after that , went
basketball court played volleyball . trained
yexin . me keep at thr playing lo :x actually
yexin learn quite fast de looooooooo ! :p
then went serving and after that setting .
eeeeeeeeeeeew ! :@ kor never wait for
me de lo :( saddieeeeeeeeeeeee ! :p

my mind is soooooooooo confused now !
oh wadever ~ wad over is already over.
get over it ,thats wad i tell him , forget
me . so i shall be doing the same.
since he gave already found his dream
girl , i shall not care about it anymore.
okay , i bet he is reading this.
oh well , goodluck hope she will
accept you when u came back !
if she really did accept , Lastlong ! :D
okay , i shall not continue , tears
are flowing .

its time that i shall get over you.
although i was lying for the pass few weeks ,
seriously , its time to let go .

Clique ! HornyBiatch ! <3


Suping , Veronica , Sandra
9 , 11 , 8 !

boring day today ~ :@
went sch then went 7-11
bought sweets then went carpark.
chatted with veronica on phone
till she reach sch. then sanra came.
went canteen sit sit. both jade
and rachel cock eye one lor :P
hide thr also cannot see ^^
hahahah ! LOL.
went class thr sit. assembly then
up to class for lessons. after recess
de lesson so bored got anot ?
mrs ramesh lesson totally cmi.
but got sweet accompany me
and that hmms , horney jade :P
after that , hmms , hmms , art.
play play play. with jade amelia and rachel.
amelia take her black black eraser throw me :@
then after lesson when walking back to class , piggy
back each other :P hahas , cool lehh :p
then hy and chinese. had test . idk how to do lo ._.
actually is noe , but compre last question idk ~
then hand it up then went mini mart ~ then
back to sch . 15 girls from my class went into
minimart tgt. and went back tgt. cool isnt it ?
self study after that . went home straight !
good girl uhh ? ^^ adrian is trying to test out
my maths by giving me diffcult questions !
hahas , kidding :P
okay okay , oh ya volleyball training tmr ! :D

lessons were totally BORED :@
but i did listen. linlaoshi anyhow de lo.
in the end i got hand in the zuowen
still call my parents ._. then maths was
damn damn damn BORING ! me and jade
keep at thr tickling each other . cool siak.
then when her hand come over wan make me
my reaction damn big then i accidently shouted ?
:x luckly nobody heard ! :D :D :D :P LOL.
really lucky lo ^^ then 11.40 jitao chiong go change
forget bring volleyball called father to bring for me :x
then went to collect it . went back canteen for fruits ! :D
then headed to 4 lvl. walked pass 3/3 i saw nobody but
yanqing and bingyang. yanqing was waving - normal ~
Bingyang was - shouting ._. lame siak. LOL.
he is totally lame lame lame ! :@ LOL.
then went take bus to to huayi . everyone was excited
and at thr zi-high ._. exclude me la ^^ :P greeted shuqun :D
then wish them goodluck and off they went for their
match ! :D then we at thr pratcise. till 12+ or 1 + i guess.
then went up. watch match ! gratz to shuqun ! coz they
got into second round ! :D our turn . played practise.
then match started. first set was 21-25 second set wad
23-25 . we lost the match. but its okay , we win in everything
but not the points ! the points arent the main point. first set
i keep banging into people then bang here bang thr , then got
once fell down , my write kena ._. sprain my wrist ! :@
second set also keep banging . fell down once and and
although we fell down , the others continued playing ofc the
ball get over the net and we won the point ! :D
had debrief then tears keep rolling down OUR cheeks ! :(
seriously , i hate it. but , i can sae we really put in our
100% le ! so cheer up bades ! :D loveyouguys ! :D
back to sch then accompany nurul to toilet !
cheer up laaaaaaaaa ! <3 dun sad . wad over is over
we still have next year coming up ! practise for next year
okay ?! ^^ dun sad :p wad ur friend sae must remember !
we learn for the mistakes we made ! ^^ went ish for
training . train on upper hand serving. like finally laaaaaa ! :D
sometimes can serve over , sometimes cannot :( LOL.
then talk talk with Bgirls. thanks seniors laaaaaaaaaa ! :D
ilovethem ! :P <3 ^^ went minimart after that with Veronica
Sandra Joanna Peiyu. saw christine thr. chatted then the other went
off left me veron christine. then at thr chat chat chat. parents came
after that . PM for dinner then went giant shop shop.
homed at 8+ ^^ oh ya , i really wan to thank alot of people lehh !
u should noe who u are ~ ^^ oh well , THANKS ! :DDDDDDDD