Sch today . Tired like fuck . After sch , met my very irritatingbibi @.@ sat under block till Amelia is out of house , walk to jp . 

6 level to slack while waiting for that da xiao jie . Met her and Mac for lunch . Ate nugget jitao funny lo :x oops . Eat until 2nd last piece then almost fall asleep thn the nugget drop x.x LOL !!! Lame ! 

Went to print pictures after that . Outside starfac to slack till 3+ almost 4 coz somebody wants to jihong @.@ mother fucker -.- LOL . Home after that . Suckish day . 

Kind of forget who you are coz you are a total changed person .

24 march .
Sch kinda slack ? No late day co got election . A few free periods . Mother tongue sucks coz mdm loo come kp me for no reason ): wan kp go toilet and kp la ))): ite shoot her until she bwg . 

After sch met Nina Outside sch, jp with her , Amelia , Jade and Rachel . Jade and Rachel went off first . Letterbox , walk around , Mac for their lunch . Letterbox saw Christine and co. accompany then go Mac eat . Up to zone x sit sit . 

Waited for Samuel , accompany him go eat at kfc . Walk walk around , ended up at pasar malam . Slack around went sit sit at the rock there . Chit chat all the way gossip also uh :P hahaha , 6+ headed to durian mpire . The 3 of them went eating and off to letterbox , home after that -.- 

25 march .
Sch sucks . But fun with Sandra . I love her . Lots and lots of stunts with her . Hahaha , love ms Liza markers coz we were drawing rainbowwwwww :P jade wasn't in sch today coz she wasnt feeling well , get well soon k ? ^-^ played catching with mr mak today ! I likeeeeee ! Hahahhaa :P walk out of class and hide inside 3/6 all the boys helping me hide lo :$ and also Marsya and afiqah :P after that came put then lots of people asking me where i hide :$ LOL

home with ameliaaaaa after that ! Hehe . 

Not a good day for you for me for he for she , really aren't a good day to start . 

Raining early in the morning , stupid me for being too tired that I fell asleep without charging my phone x.x dieeeeee ! Batt left with 44% like a pathetic . Really aren't a good day to start with .

May seems that I'm happy on the outside but actually hurts on the inside . I didn't know . You didn't understand well enough I guess . Feel like shutting myself down coz I aren't strong enough . I was never strong , I'm afraid of falling , I'm afraid like what you're afraid of . 

Not many things have been happening but to me it's quite alot even though you dont think so . Lots of things unsolved , and couldn't be solve . Idk why , hahaha , got a feeling of things ending ? Or perhaps the world I ending . Ohohoh ~ 

High jump today was a blast ! Clear a certain height but got myself injured on my lower back . Fml please . Even sit down Also will pain lo . Love jihonging my sofa hahha , and I think I fell in love with it x.x dieee , hahaha . 

Hope it don't rain the next morning so i can go sch peacefully ^-^ but please rain during sch hours , not too cold like today coz I'm freezing like hell and step one fever Infront of mrsoh therefore cheated 2 period of his poa lesson ^^ clever girl , yes ! 

Great day ytd with great people ((: met Amelia and of to Jp meet Nina . Christine came . Letterbox > starfac > letterbox . Took photos . Yiling came after that . Xcraft next . Wanted to pierce 2nd helix , but then they say difficult so pierce right ear 5th hole . While Nina pierce helix . Susan came .

Slack awhile and off to letterbox again . Waited for Weijun , Jackie and zhizhen . Headed off to mrt . Train to jookoon then to somerset . Walk to cineleisure after that . Pasta mania for lunch which is (N) oops :x headed off to scape . Me Nina and Christine went off to zonex while Amelia susan yiling went flea market . And the guys dunno go where .

After that guys came down to look for the others . Ljs next . Then went withdraw money with Nina and Weijun . Back to ljs . Slack and stuffs . Me Nina Jackie Zhizhen walk off . They went smoking . Then blablablaaaaa . After that headed off to marina barrage . 

Photo taking session . LOL . Christine kite totally cmi lo :x can't fly oneeeee ~ at 8+ Jingying and clarissa came . Put hotair balloon :o tot cannot put then they put . Police came ah , hahaha , then at first all act innocent diamdiam then Susan suddenly say is us lo . LOL like a funny . 

Slack slack all the way till 10+ went off to take bus . 502 jitao back to jurong . On bus damn squeezy coz of christine lo :@@ fake ~ sleep all the way bus got woken up afew times @.@ that pig send me back home after that . Home @ 11.40pm . A great day actually , sch tmr like a shag . I don't wan :( didn't enjoy enough .. Giving pe and CCA a miss tmr (:

Met Nina under her house for like half an hour then she wan to come down -.- so slow like a dog , fake ! Hahhaa , went under her block then she come down then went to Jp . Like ahhai lime that all say meet 3 ite all lateeeeee ! LOL . Treated her mos burger like a goooood (Y) chinkeong came , treated him to , money fly ahhhhh ! Lol .

Amelia and Christine came after that , followed by Susan and Weijun , thn yiling ^^ slack around wait for chinkeong to finish eating . Letterbox next . The starfac then letterbox the golden village to buy ticket . 

Caught Gnomeo an Juliet with Nina amelia Susan yiling Christine Weijun chinkeong jackie . Combo shared with piggy .. Movie till 6.10 letterbox againnnn . LOL . Up to starfac piggy wan to run car . LOL , pao che :x after that went off to 664E to slack . Jingying and Clarissa came after that . So piggy went Emo one corner and went to look for her . Yiling and Amelia join in too . 

Ohoh ! Huatzai kind of xiasuey I think ! Coz she kena rejected for buying cig ! Hahaha . Then she jitao xiasuey until don't dare go in the shop :P LOL . After that , something happen , LOLOL , back to Jp with Amelia to meet Susan and Christine . Home after that @ 9.30 . 

Town tmr , don't feel like going ? Dunno ??? Like a tiredddd . Sch starting in 123 days time :((( or is it 2 ?? 

Training now , totally pissed off . Jitao no mood to play . Don't like me in the team them must well tell coach uh . Tsk , don't come and act friendly to me telling me to play -.- eeeeeeeeeew max ! My blog my says , I don't care . My mouth , you can't control what I wan to say .

Ownself never do gym then tell use do , sit down do also is coach say one then you wan one scold us can sit down ah -.- jitao moodless la . Frankly speaking , I dislike my team , yes , I don't like -.-

Sl camp was really a thumbs down for it (N) seriously idk what to say , not well organized I think ? And the attitude of those sec 1s was really a no ! Bwg ya -.-

Sunday met pig went babu house watch show , cck ite with father side family which was great gossiping with xm and her family only ! Hahaha , Jp > back home to back bag .

Monday met Nicole and assemble at hall ? Humans room put bag then activities ? Then all the way till lunch time , check into our 'room' with only 13 people sleeping in it ! I likeeeee ^^ same room as Ebel , su , jiahui , tg , nick , hy , sh , an also some of the sec ones which idk idk who :P kind of forgot :x oops , but still best room mates ever lo the 12 of them :P 

At night never sleep talk about ghost , then accompany Ebel su agnes to toilet , went to boys block , then dw and one xdd accompany :x LOL . Back to classroom chatted all the way with piggggy ^-^ all the way till 2+ and and and , almost fell asleep while talking to her . Oops :P hahaha . Kup and jitao fall asleep.

Next day amazing race , the group jitao CUI lo -'- especially the LENNON . yuck max . Oops :x seriously , I see no point in you calling me to shut up when it's my mouth . Hahaha , 'D' personality so what ? Big fuck sibo ? -.- jitao no mold for amazing race and didnt participate not even 50% . aku ma si lan lan -.-

And teachers say will let us off at 3pm SHARP , but in the end let us off at 4 -.- pathetic much , poor piggy have to wait for me outside sch for 1 hour :( pathetic much and I feel so guilty :( :( hahaha , LOL , so ya pig came to fetch me , 99 to 9head and pig went off . Bus home after that . Fall asleep while waiting for piggy's message which is so long :( and so I didn't even know I feel asleep :( 

Today ?? Woke up at 7.45 bath and prepared off to meet piggy at buzz . Kfc to accompany pig to eat (N) oinkkkk ! Waited for Susan to finish eating , 180 to cck ite . Walk around like some ahhai :x hahaha , then their friends came . LOL , register and piggy can't lo :( coz of her hair colour and length -.- sibeh tiki siak she .. Bwg . 

LOL , bus back Jp . Letter box wait for her to finish smoking -.- bus to sch with pig and she went off . Training like a shag , totally restless and no mood . Hahaha bye , training tmr all the way from 9-4 -.- coach ong somemore .. Gg. 

Sunday was kind of great i should say ? Yes no ? 

Met piggy under her house wait her until can dieeeee ! Fake :o went over 6head playground slack . She teach me alot of bad things ah !!! Bad pig (N) :P waited for Yixuan and co and went over gekpoh , rented shows and up to his house . They gave him the wrong cd ended up watch shows from mio tv :x watch fireball and idk what show .

Chinkeong came over after his tuition ; and I fucking swear that they are fucking horny :x oops :P laugh all the way like a funny , LOL . 1740 sh sent me down to busstop accompany me wait bus . Home at 6+ . bath and prepared , off to cck ite . 

Dinner with father side family . Daddy had like 5/6 siblings , we only gam with his elder brother family only lo . Is like most close with them only lo . So dinner sat with them 1 table , laugh until peng . Seriously bth lo :x Jp after that , home at 10+ 

Camp tmr like a shag :( hope holiday plan will be successful , but now , something seems to happen to piggy :( haish . Fuck only lo -.- tsk , spoiler la :( :( 

Sunday was kind of great i should say ? Yes no ? 

Met piggy under her house wait her until can dieeeee ! Fake :o went over 6head playground slack . She teach me alot of bad things ah !!! Bad pig (N) :P waited for Yixuan and co and went over gekpoh , rented shows and up to his house . They gave him the wrong cd ended up watch shows from mio tv :x watch fireball and idk what show .

Chinkeong came over after his tuition ; and I fucking swear that they are fucking horny :x oops :P laugh all the way like a funny , LOL . 1740 sh sent me down to busstop accompany me wait bus . Home at 6+ . bath and prepared , off to cck ite . 

Dinner with father side family . Daddy had like 5/6 siblings , we only gam with his elder brother family only lo . Is like most close with them only lo . So dinner sat with them 1 table , laugh until peng . Seriously bth lo :x Jp after that , home at 10+ 

Camp tmr like a shag :( hope holiday plan will be successful , but now , something seems to happen to piggy :( haish . Fuck only lo -.- tsk , spoiler la :( :( 

Sch today kind of slackyy but I like . Hahha . My don't-want-to-go-sch plan this morning failed :( mummy manage to wake me up at 630 :( :( arghhhhh !!! So prepare and off to sch .

Mt period and there steal chicken touch dog with rachel . Chelcheltong leh ! Hahaha :P makan makan the tidbits bought by her . Steal chicken touch dog coz we don't wan history to repeat like yesterday big bag from tanchuan ! Hahaha :P 

Langman with rachel today coz both jade and Amelia meiyou lai :( jade not feeling well :( get well soon ok ? ♥ and Amelia over slept ah !!! Tsk :P sel walk around with rachel round the sch . Accompany Yuxuan to listen go her geog lesson :P hahaha . Back to class and English :( pathetic much .

After sch cca . Went around looking for keys . Adibah accompany me ^^ hehehe , ish to set up net and everything . Warm up and stuffs . Lots of thing . Match was kind of funnnnnn (: after vb slack around canteen with my boyf ! ♥ hehehe . Slack and walk around I like (: 6+ call papa and send her homeeeeeeee ^-^ 

Holidays are here :( out on this coming Sunday , StudentLeaders camp on Monday and tuesday :( can I not wear track pants ? :x wednesday and thursday training from 9-4 . pathetic much :o but it's ok I like leh . Hahaha ! Sat maybe town ?? Haha idk :P 2 days never meet sweetheart piggy oinkoink liao :( so miss her ya . Not ^^ kkk byebye so tiredddd .

I love today coz I manage to catch up with PIGGY ((: and ya , I have a new sister which is 19years old :o :x you know I know ah ! ♥

Hahahhaa , clementi > koi > walk around . Took Bus 99 to 400+ and slack . Back to sch for cca . Cca was kind of slack ^-^ I like . And I fin myself childish , laughing to myself like mad just to entertain everybody :x 

Keep singing doremeeeee , and abc and Indian song with minna :x okay , it's like real funny la ! I love Yixin Hanisah and minna during training coz I will always entertain myself during training then they will keep laugh at my stunts :( :( but I like !! Hahaha 

So Cecilia came back to boonlay ! Great catch up with her tgt with nicole ! Hahaha , I like :P keep laugh until bueytahan during training :x LOL . Match after that was great ! Hahaha 

And ya , parents nowadays damn KP towards anybody . Not my parent FYI . It's my junior parent that KP nicole on phone with the damn Laolan attitude . Shoot until Nicole Bwg lo :( should have tell me about it then i go talk mah ! -.- seriously this kind of parent can go and die sua , kkk , no karma please , but seriously , join vb then come training la , don't excuse many Many , not happy quit then ! -.- need run is like confirm one mah , it's fair to everybody . Imagine you not have to run 10 round around bb court and we run 5 round around and also 5 times up and down ish , imagine how tired . Yes we volunteer to run up and down to train on our physical mah ! 10 rounds no cake ok ?? -.- say until whole family vb player then your mother dunno physical important to vb sibo ?? -'- so much to say but I shouldn't continue coz it's boring . Byebyeeeee !!!! 

Today I spent almost $30 . $10 for cab , $10 for MBM , $10 for koi + cab . 

Sch was rather boring but I like pe o for today coz it high jump and and I manage to jump over 1.1m for the fucking first time without the pole dropping ^-^ *proud* hahaha 

Maths was kind of fun chatting with Reena , ok idk her new name :x I like Reena . Hahaha , talk and talk with her until mr lee pekchek :( hahaha :x but I really like sitting with her coz we will laugh like mad when talking :P

Pe was -'- LOL , recess followed by POA . I can say POA was the best lesson so far . And I swear it is ! Hahaha , and ya , laugh until peng together with Sandra and Joanna , really laugh until my throat pain my stomach pain , until mr soh walk to our seat . Seriously peng :x Eugene took my phonieee to playyyy ! And when Eugene was playing games Qiwen went spamming call to not let him play . Like a funnnnnny ^-^ joker . 

And then I was complaining how much I miss 2e6 alot alot alot alot to Sandra Qiwen and Eugene . But Qiwen never listen :@@@ LOL , I keep complaining how stress sec 3 is and how sucks sec 3 life was :( I really don't like , at that time I really really feel like crying coz I really miss 2e6 alot :( fucking lots :'( 

So ya , 2 free period for English and mr ang stills remember me, 2 years ago :$ chit chatted with him and he ask about my homework and all that . LOL like a weirddddd ! But I like :x end sch walk out with darling ~ and her mama like a cute tell me be goodgirl and go home :$ LOL . 

daddy fetch me home straight and bath . Prepare and off to bugis . Makan and walk around bugis street , both legs sour like no tmr :( :( bought 3 or 4 tops and 2 bottoms and I forgot what . Yewtee for dinner until i wan puke :x home at 9.15 . 

Ohya ; and also I realized I've been neglecting my friends this few days and I myself think I've change -.- argh . Don't like but , Haizxc , everything was so fine back then . Everyone wished for a better 2011 but it seemed to be worst that 2010 -.- so ya I rather 2010 lo . Time machine pleaseeeeeeee :( :( 

So ya , to all my friends , buyao sad sad , especially JadeYeo , coz I know why . You aren't alone , anything just talk to me (: sorry for neglecting you this few days coz I think I neglected you , not caring for you :$ but still smile ok ! Don't let THEM bring you down !!!' NOT WORTH ! heheheh , ♥♥♥

Long post , I like ^^ hahhaha but too wordy i don't like x.x kkk , bye-bye ^^

Didn't get to see piggy today x.x

表面上的开心，但心里却不是。

So tired of life , so tired of school , so tired of everything in life ..

As usual everyday was school and school and school . And I swear sch was real bored :( but it's ok , for the sake of studying . Basically , chit chat on phone with piggy last night for 2 hours 17 mins , but had a little break in-between and continue. Hahaha , talk about lots and lots of things , knowing how stupid , how naive pig was . LOL , I don't care . Tskkkk :x LOL .

Had cca just now which was kind of fun , for the first time hyper until cannot . Shout here and there like free one , shout until no voice :x but still have ah. Hahaha , and I keep spout vulgarity today at vb which is a sad thing ah :'( :'( I dw siak , but seriously pissed off :( nvm nvm . LOLOL . Chill chill (:

Doing my homework now which is like a torture , so bored :( and I'm so tired of doing summary :( :( and i wan pig to smile leh . So pisses off siak , everytime so emotional coz of HER , totally bwg leh :( :( no comments ah , tag after you read k pig :P thank for your slurpee hahaha , much loved :$ and also my hearts . LOLOL !!!! Tag la . 

So pissed off like a dog now coz my internet connection sucks :'(

Suddenly have the urge to post things here to tell you what im thinking , but i hope everything will still stay the same after you read .

Do you know that day you suddenly went running out of the road without looking out for cars just to chase after her . Do you know how worried I am to see you chasing after her and just chase like as if dunno what will happen . Then you never came back . You know how hurting ?

I like to keep things to myself now . Coz I'm afraid if I was to say anything out , everything will change . I dont wan to lose this friendship and I never wan to lose it . I just don't feel like telling you coz I'm afraid . I'm worry I'm jealous , yes I am . But what can I do ? I only can stood there to see you being good to her , standing by here being jealous .

I don't care , coz I know I can't stop you from doing anything . Still I can see how jealous you get when she was with him , when he went to look for her . Like everything is just so obvious that you are jealous . You do anything to disturb him all because of her . Like what I say jealousy kills . You jealous of her I jealous of you .

Tsk , like a seriously , sometimes I really don't know how to express myself . Still there's lots of things left unsaid but idk how to explain how I feel . I really don't . Sometimes even when you didn't reply my messages , I will start thinking wild , I have no idea why too , I just have the feeling ..

Sweetheart piggy got her baby bu Yao wo liao , and I think she's v stupid and I don't like it . Don't feel like saying anymore because I don't wan to say anymore (: update for the seek of updating coz sh wants me to update so sh can tag -.- never post cannot tag meh :x LOL , I only know she wan her baby looooooo , bu ai ta !!!!!