Suddenly have the urge to post things here to tell you what im thinking , but i hope everything will still stay the same after you read .

Do you know that day you suddenly went running out of the road without looking out for cars just to chase after her . Do you know how worried I am to see you chasing after her and just chase like as if dunno what will happen . Then you never came back . You know how hurting ?

I like to keep things to myself now . Coz I'm afraid if I was to say anything out , everything will change . I dont wan to lose this friendship and I never wan to lose it . I just don't feel like telling you coz I'm afraid . I'm worry I'm jealous , yes I am . But what can I do ? I only can stood there to see you being good to her , standing by here being jealous .

I don't care , coz I know I can't stop you from doing anything . Still I can see how jealous you get when she was with him , when he went to look for her . Like everything is just so obvious that you are jealous . You do anything to disturb him all because of her . Like what I say jealousy kills . You jealous of her I jealous of you .

Tsk , like a seriously , sometimes I really don't know how to express myself . Still there's lots of things left unsaid but idk how to explain how I feel . I really don't . Sometimes even when you didn't reply my messages , I will start thinking wild , I have no idea why too , I just have the feeling ..