I love Amelia!!!!?!!????

UPDATEDDDDDDDDD ^-^

Friday had sports day . After sch > Weijun house > 9head > cab to petrol station > walk to stadium . Sat with Lijun and Veronica all the way . Manage to sneak out with Lijun ite only me kena caught coz of bibi fault . 

Walk to 9head with sheena's hello kitty umbrella while the others walk in the rain x.x slack and the other went off . Nanyang cc waited for Chinkeong , cab home @ 8 .

As for sat , woke up early met Nicole and off to sch for student leader investiture rehearsal x.x kinda boring like a waste of my time . Manage to sneak out early with Nicole . Met Yingyu Qiwen and Wilson at 7-11 jp with them after that . 

Star fac to bird , waited for bibis . Buzz next the letterbox , star fac then melia cameeeee . Lailai for lunch . Durian empire next . Bibi left first for bible study ?? Studied at durian empire for like 3 hour + plus our chit chat session ^-^ hehehe . Home at 6 ^-^ 


If you've ever wonder , what if I was to leave one day . Will you bother to give a damn about it ? I don't think so (: I dislike the fact that you didn't care -.- 

What are friends ?

Now I know friends come and go . Only true friends stay by your side . Who really are you true friends ? Who are those truly know what happen to you , those who used to care doesn't really care anymore coz all had their own new friends and not bother their old friends . Why can't people forgive an forget easily ??

Forget the past , I know it's difficult but somehow we have to . If we don't , the world will be full of hated and we won't have friends , and ya just forgive and forget , be back friend ??? Why can't you all do that ? Since all likes the past and wants the happy memories to stay and continue just forgive la , so difficult meh ?

Being friends of your friend , it's difficult to make decisions on who where how why what to do . Fucking difficult dude . not trying to refer to anyone here but the fact . Really wasn't fruit to refer to anyone . You guys might not care anymore but still I think that in your heart you truly care . No matter what , friends are still friends , no matter what they we are still friends after all (: 

Sch today , first 2 period free period . Walk around sch with Veronica till both periods end . Back to class have lesson .. Sel make paper crane which make me Pekchek like some dog . 

Sch ended at 1240 . Collected keys , rush to 7-11 bought flour . Back to sch for training . Train @ ish till 3 . And I swear most of us were all so fucked up . Yes yes yes . I was upset + disappointed + angry . Really really fucked up . 

Sprint 3 rounds continuously with hanis . And continue sprinting non stop . Fucking broke down infront  of her . Told her my feelings and everything , seriously keep running round canteen like free . 

Run like 10 round like that la , gastric pain until bueytahan , but didn't stop , just run . Keep went behind canteen there kick the railings to vent anger on , yes tgt with hanis . She slit her hand machiam free one lo , and ya .. 

Sibeh Pekchek . Training ended at 4 . birthday bash Nicole , pathetic much with flour and then I pour water on her when she is washing herself up . She wanted to give chase but I run away too fast ya ? Went back canteen . 

Suddenly like broke down again . Cried even harder than before , yes I'm a cry baby I don't care what you say . Thanks Yingyu , my best friend *winkwink* , for his care :S told he to give me beat to vent anger he jitao say yes without hesitation lo . Like a good :P 

And also Veronica , for accompanying me here and there tellin me this and that . Hanis for listening to all my sorrows and craps and nonsense . She know how I feel ): fucking couldnt control my tears when I'm with her , coz I feel so . Aaiyisah and adibah and Aqilah for telling me to cheer up and stuffs . Kkk , I love them seriously . Best teammates ever ♥♥♥

I maybe sensitive and stuffs , think again , who was the one who lead me to all the sensitive thinkings ? 

Woke up at 10+ today . Spammed call bibi but fail . Bath and prepare met bibi Chinkeong and nigelac at Jp . 

letterbox > Mac > starfac > letterbox  > Weijun house > Jp > starfac > letterbox > took 179 rounding to 707 there playground . Slack till 6+ , nigelac went off , left 3 of us went 9head slack . 

Slack at playground till 7 , cab home after that (: 

. am being force to post by that piggy oinkoink bibi of mine . Torture ah !!! Fake :P

2e6'10 ♥

really missing my cliques last year . Really really . I really hate this year .. though i might get along well with my classmates now , but still dont really get use to this class . i wan 2e6'10 when all of us were really together , crapping , joking , laughing and teasing each other . yes i miss them ): no matter good or bad .

I miss rashiqah shahila and nina . i miss hanging out with them . i miss my boys + girls clique which consist of me , Amelia , Jade , Rachel , Huixin , Qiwen , Eugene , Yingyu , Joseph . all of us like saperate already lo , all got their own new friends then go with new friends , didnt talk much anymore . really really missing them like bloody hell ):

miss disturbing the teachers , miss walking around the sch compound with the boys , miss slacking and hanging around outside sch , miss walking home together , miss shopping together , miss going jp for star fac tgt . miss sentosa trip , miss class outing . i miss everything ): somebody please organise class outing during june holiday (': ?

i miss everything , but i miss you even more ):

ZeroOneZeroFour ♥

I know , I'm alittle over sensitive this time round , or maybe very sensitive . I know it's my fault , my fault for being too paranoid , being too jealous , being too sensitive . I'm thinking too much seriously . I shouldn't be so sarcastic , yup and I know that you know that I'm being sarcastic . A little too sweet over there and being too jealous over here . I don't know , just have this feeling of being jealous . I dislike it , coz I know I'm thinking too much therefore lead to jealousy . Cross my heart , promise you I won't be too sensitive anymore , neither will I be jealous for NO REASON , and won't be paranoid . Won't listen to what people say and make decision . I don't wan to quarrel , I really don't wan to . Tired of crying and everything . Sometimes I really don't know what to do , just have the feeling of being angry , being sad , being disappointed over you , coz you don't seems to care .. Maybe you do ? Maybe not ? Idk . Sorry for being unreasonable at times ♥ 哭着哭着也哭得累了。不想在想那么多了，或许真的是我想太多了。


Sch today , Boonlay got talent for assembly . After sch headed vb with veronica . Thanks her very much for comforting me . Love her , she accompanied me for vb and till end of vb . Then she went off find her baby . Still much appreciated . Thank you ♥ . E learning day tomorrow (:

Sch today ~ woke up as early as 5 by bibi's morning call ! Then 5.30 again ~ prepare and met jade at opposite starbucks there . Fairprice extra to be auntie like a JadeYeo :P she saw this sweet 2 for $1++ then she shouted 'eh , for 2 leh' jitao laugh la . 

Walk to sch with her . Pe first period with was like living in hell -.- sweat like mother fucker . So lazy to elaborate ya . So end of sch , walk out of gate turn right , met OINKK . LOL , bus to her house downstairs . Waited for her whole babu and Patrick came . 

Ride bike to 9head . First rider babu , second was bibi . Coz halfway bibi bike chain drop , LOL please :/ 9head slack . Wait for chinkeong . Ride back to Patrick house . bibi like a fail coz we fell down halfway :x like a ps ! Ride under the rain till blss. LOL . Slack around opposite sch , and home at 4.20 (;

Last min decision , breakfast with sucker on Sunday morning . Study at frontier and gossip alot (; hahaha . 

Interchange and Jingying shouted my name across . Like a shy . Accompany jy clarissa Christine for their lunch . Rachel and Ahhao join in too . After that home tgt with christine as the others went mookmook .

Sch was ?? Promised sucker to study hard from today onwards ~  after sch met bibi opposite sch with rachel . Jessica was there too . Then babu and chinkeong came . LOL . Bus to Chinkeong under blk . Waited him , like a long . Cab to stadium for sports day . Home at 5+ . 

If one day I was to leave you , do you still bother to care ? 

So disappointed yet nothing to say .

Happy first month mousieee & piggy ! ♥

Happy birthday to Joseph brother , and Yanqing ((: and also , April fool ! Kena fooled lot of time ): 

Sch today was a thumbs down . I don't like sch . I don't like y class . 

After sch met Amelia outside sch together with Jade and Yuxuan . After that walk back Met Veronica and kellie for training .

Ish > 7-11 with Veronica . Canteen to talk talk .. Told her my feelings . Love her coz she understands . Back to ish next . 

Vent my anger on volley . Pathetic max . Was kinda angry , keep punching the vb pole . Keep throwing the ball like free . Sorry pole and sorry ball . 

Sabo-ed Yanqing (: and then home at 5+

0104 ♥.♥