Sch today , first 2 period free period . Walk around sch with Veronica till both periods end . Back to class have lesson .. Sel make paper crane which make me Pekchek like some dog . 

Sch ended at 1240 . Collected keys , rush to 7-11 bought flour . Back to sch for training . Train @ ish till 3 . And I swear most of us were all so fucked up . Yes yes yes . I was upset + disappointed + angry . Really really fucked up . 

Sprint 3 rounds continuously with hanis . And continue sprinting non stop . Fucking broke down infront  of her . Told her my feelings and everything , seriously keep running round canteen like free . 

Run like 10 round like that la , gastric pain until bueytahan , but didn't stop , just run . Keep went behind canteen there kick the railings to vent anger on , yes tgt with hanis . She slit her hand machiam free one lo , and ya .. 

Sibeh Pekchek . Training ended at 4 . birthday bash Nicole , pathetic much with flour and then I pour water on her when she is washing herself up . She wanted to give chase but I run away too fast ya ? Went back canteen . 

Suddenly like broke down again . Cried even harder than before , yes I'm a cry baby I don't care what you say . Thanks Yingyu , my best friend *winkwink* , for his care :S told he to give me beat to vent anger he jitao say yes without hesitation lo . Like a good :P 

And also Veronica , for accompanying me here and there tellin me this and that . Hanis for listening to all my sorrows and craps and nonsense . She know how I feel ): fucking couldnt control my tears when I'm with her , coz I feel so . Aaiyisah and adibah and Aqilah for telling me to cheer up and stuffs . Kkk , I love them seriously . Best teammates ever ♥♥♥

I maybe sensitive and stuffs , think again , who was the one who lead me to all the sensitive thinkings ?