Sorry Qiwen for shouting at you today , i was really in a bad mood , Sorry .

as i said , my wholeeeeeee body is aching :( stomach cramp for yesterday whole night . so i didn get to sleep at all ._. this morning woke up . texting as usual ^^ sch afterthat . assembly , then eng . Ms mok didn come . at thr use phone teacher also dun care ._. somemore teacher still join in lo ._. LOL . somemore this teacher kick until people chair also dunno how to apologise de lo :@
dunno still wan to be teacher . never respect student de lo ._. LOL. oh wadever . recess and was chinese . lesson half way chee seong tell me go dentist ! :@ LOL. make me miss out my BELOVED chinese lesson only :( oh well , i was just kidding :D hahas , hmms , went thr dentist sae my teeth very nice ^^ hoho ~ LOL. :x then went back class , eugene at thr asking , huh ? so fast come back ._. LOL. he wans me to drag drag the lesson ~ LOL. then was joseph turnnnn! :p okay , did activity and heard from meixuan and Zoe , thanks both . i dont blame u guys :D toilet with sandra , then science . 3 periods was totally BORED ! ._. Eugene purposely choose science go dentist de lo :@ coz he thinks that sci is boring . thats why . LOL . training after that ^^ was quite funnnnn today ! i like i like . hoho ^^ LOL. partner with sandraaaaaa to train under hand ~ then setting ^^ hoho , i guess my setting improve alittle liao looooo ^^ LOL. then receving spikes ~ hoho , then was matchhhhhh ! Aqilah wasnt here for vb today , so i took over her place , i didnt play as well as her . but i did saved a few balls . i even hurt my own back now . oh well , nvm nvm :D hahas . was , quite fun after all . training ended at 4.10 Pm mac with nicole aftermath . ate ice cream and fries . after all , that was my lunchcumdinner :D i really have no appitite anymore . :x okay , chit chat while eating . then nicole's friends came from church de . her friend's friend so random lo. somemore is boy lo . suddenly come sit with us and hear wad we chatting . he totally agrees with wad we sae evernthough he dunno us ._. cute and sooooo random lo. LOL. chat chat , laugh alot with strangers >.<
J , actually I wasnt angry with you at all , I am just both dissapointed and upset . maybe whats S says was right , as long as you are happy with him let you be . yes , we dont want to lose such a good friend isnt it ? You didn tell me coz u didn want be to be hurt , but you didn tell me , its make me hurt more . seeing you like this really hurts me alot ! Sometimes no matter what we do , a little giving is all that makes it works .

Its hard diffcult to face the truth