hi , i wan to update to you guys about my current life which sucks alot alot ALOT ! and i mean it . i dont care what i write here is bad or good or whatsoever , my blog my say okay ?

if you dont feel like reading then cross out this page then . I dunnid YOU reading it . coz its my life ~ so ya i shall start with my grandmother stories and enjoy ^^

ya , so lets see m went johor on monday , shopping and ... i spot nth , coz really is nothing ! LOL ~ but i think i bought a very cute sky blueeeee umbrella which i think it was really kind of cuteee ~ hahaha ! LOL . so ya i bought it but , i didnt pay for it . went in like 12+ then went out @ 7+ ? reach sg @ 8+ yada yada ~ boring ! okay tuesday i went jp . mum bought a biker jacket and sch bag for next yearrr ~ kinda early ah ~ LOL

so ya , i had training today which was like ohhhhhhh myyyyyyyyy godddddddddd ahhhhhh ! i hate it , i dont care i like to complain on blog and if you dont like it so better so reading it k ? ^^ thank you v.m. dont make me keep repeating ^_^

okay shall start my grandmother stories here ! hehehe . i dislike attitudes like everybody does , but seriously , not that my attitude can good until where but its really ya , you know ... i just dunno how to express la , later say wrong kpkbbbbbbb again and im soooo sad like a dogggggg ah :( :( okay nvm my blog my say .. you said yours then like it was right beside me then since you say its yours so i let it go ? and then you missed it so you make unhappy noises which was like kinda of pissed of , if anybody hears that will be really pissed off la really ... its not just once okay ? last week also today like alotttt of time , you make people have the feeling that you're blaming us you know anot ? no you dont coz you are not us :( i dont care if you are saying me @ my back okay . coz really i dont care , i know i did nth wrong you wan say then say for all you wan la . so , this is my attitude , people who know me well they know ( idk if you really know me well coz i think you dont ! ) , i dont really get fucked up easily unless its really something that i should be fucking pissed ya . if you really really cant tolerate my attitude like other people does then just fuck off from my life , nobody is perfect people make mistakes if you are perfect you are god already -.- i may not be a good player but at least i try not to make so much mistake since you say 'mine' but you didnt even make the effort to take it , maybe you did make an effort maybe not ? okay , yayaya like i say nobbody is perfect i shall fucking stop complaining but i myself know that this post is really ridiculous sorry ah ..

ohya , and coach wq he really is the best coach i've ever seen k ? hehee , at times im really sorry for showing him attitude , like when i do wrong thing or maybe kidding kidding say him like that he wont take it to heart coz he know my 'pattern' i was kidding la , he dont really scold/punish me like how he do to ______ :x no offence i know he know my attitude was like that , he know i blackface/never talk sure got something happen wan , just that he wasnt that kaypo :P ya he really very very good , like keep qian jiu me one lo :x not like trying to say anything here but really when he know i unhappy or whatsoever , he sure will let me go rest awhile until i cool down awhile lo ~ like a good only , ya he's reallyyyy gooooooooooooood ! trust me .. so i shall TRY to show lesser attitude to him :x hope i really can ? hehehe .

okay , should i attend vb on friday ?? which is like i dont wan attend it just for the seek of attending la ._. coz the feeling just sucks ??? i dont like ... LOL . ya so , i wan to go outtt ! but idk can anot , dunno 1week + stay @ home already , pathetic like a dog ah ! but at least i get to go out with my parents although it WASNT fun at all ~ but i can spend their moneyy ^^ i like i like as i dunnid to spend my own money ~ okay , i cant wait for sch to reopen ? although i dont like ? 31 more days to 2011 ! yayaya ~ hello DECEMBER ((:

i misssssssss 2e6 , i really dont wanna seperate from some of them ... rashiqah jade shahila nina amelia hx qw and some of the other guys .. okay okay , BYEEEE :(