currently very very confused i can say ?
idk :o i just miss me old self . the ones who used to be cheerful and wadsoever no longer exist . idk , somehow , i feel that something missing . i just dunno how to express my feeling . i am no longer as cheerful as before , i am always quite now . maybe wad likhock says is right ?
When someone isnt talking
that someone is getting serious
which means , you are getting to the more serious stage of life
the way you face things and do things , will be different now .
and he disagree that my life is very confuse now ?
coz he thinks that , i dont have to change for others as they have to adapt to me . LOL .
and yes , like wad i have said before , i live for my own sake not for any others .
and yes , likhock and me was like the same 'type' of people . we used to be cheerful , but not now . things changes :) we laugh we smile we giggles , we fake every single one of it . YES ! WE FAKE THOSE SMILES ! ._. i really dont wish to say that , but really , sometimes , i really fake those smiles. and yes , likhock is a good guy , dont misunderstood him :)

for now , at this very right moment , i am very confused , no mood to continued writing . bye .