Having extreme mood swings lately.
I feel quite moody now.
Feel like shutting everything out of my life.
How I wish.
It would never happen anyway,
wishing is just bullshit.
I do wanna be happy and I m trying hard to be happy.
Yes,there are times when I m truly happy.
But why must unhappy things hit me everytime.
I m already trying to avoid things that make me unhappy.
But in the end.
There's no way where I can escape.
I m really fucked up lah.
I can be so damn happy at one moment and the next minute,
I can give a killing look to anyone I see.
Dun know whats wrong with me.
Think I m going insane soon.
If there's a door to end everything,
I would just slam the door hard and
locked it up forever so nothing can reach me.
My mind is just in a swirl now.