well , i've a good friend out there . i used to hate her but now we're good friends . yes , really good friends . but well , i really have no idea why must she lie to me ? and why must she broke her promise towards me ? we're in the same class yes , and i really likes her alot . but why must she do this ? she know i dont like it , isn't it ? i told her about it , she was shock , but well , girl it's true . you gotta believe it . you might not love him anymore as you told me , but i know right from my heart you still loves him . you said no just to entertained me arent you ? :) well maybe you're better towards him ? he likes you better i should say , i aren't anything to him now ? maybe . i know where i stand . not as important as you . fine . great . well , i dontknow what to say about you girl . you really brokw my trust scale towards you . fine .

Hello hello hihi , its been like 2 more days to 1 year since i've touched this blog . well , i'm bored at home therefore i came blogging . well , left at home by baby as he went to look for his friends at jurong east ... ? and he left me over here :( not meeting him today . well , hate yesterday , alot alot alot . seen something that i shouldn't . i dontknow if baby is playing or what . i dont dare to ask him .. maybe i should ask like i dontknow anything ? should i ? :( sigh , i dontknow . texting with lijun like right now . :') yay i should say coz i cant complain to her . yes i got back with her and we really became quite close . we share about most of our things , iloveher ♥ :') and yes of coz i love baby too , i miss him so so so much and i really really love him . yes i do i do i do :') i'll never let him go and i want to lasst long long till forever and eternity with himmmmmm ~ hehehe ♥ ♥ ♥

Ahhhh ni mama :( being forced by Amelia gohhhhhh to update my blog :( :(

If I dont update means she also won't updat , FOREVER . Myahhahaa .

Applied Mac with her . But we didn't manage to work tgt at all :( like a sad . But it's okayyyyy , got chance one right :P

Holiday left with 1 more week . Which is back to study . Gonna study real hard . I don't wanna retain ya (: hahaha , lesser time for everything .

Fall sick ahhhhh :(((( Sighhhh .

Okok bye-bye at least I update for the seek of AMELIA GOHJIAPEI :P ♥♥♥♥♥

( First Day of School )

everything was no longer the same as before . and i guess it will never be the same anymore . So ya , what are besties really for ? Aren't they suppose to be the one always be there for you and never leave you ? If you ever treated one as your bestfriend why didnt you care about others feeling ? If you ever cherish friendships , you will turn back and knowing that it might be your fault . We tried all ways to save this f/s but are you putting in effort to ?

(Sentosa Trip)

Does it means that your own bestie have new friend and doesn't wan old friends anymore ? Friends friends friends .. So what ? Do they even care about it now ? They can just scold you all they wan pangseh all they want coz they had new friends in their new class . So what if I am in the same class with one of my best ? Does it means that we can be the bestest friend ever ? No we won't be . Coz when some have new friend as company they won't care about the old ones . They will just walk away happily with their new friends . Thinking that they hold their hands walking around swining high , kissing on her cheek , you may think that I'm jealous but actually I'm not but if really think i am then by all means .

(Sentosa Trip)

Coz I know by doing that you're seeking for attention . Yes those were memories , teasing each other , quarreling and stuffs . Scolding each other bitch and calling one and another stupid names . We actually don't mind . Coz we are best friend . You might not treated me as your best but I do . I treated the clique last year as the best . The best clique I ever have together with the 4 boys too . So what about this year , everybody drifted . You have your own friend now to rely on . You'll never need us anymore coz she is your best now . So I actually couldn't care much about it anymore . No point writing it out here . For now I only know that I love my current life .

It's okay , we all have to live without each other one day . I miss everyone of you out there . even till now , yet i miss everything , but who actually cares ? you doesnt coz you have her in your life now . i cant blame her for doing all this , but this is life , you just like trusting people too easily . Surely , i can say that i know you much more better than her ? but maybe to you , you thinks that she understand you the most more than everyone of us in your clique last year , but actually no . aiya , like i say no point anymore (:

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I hope this friendship of ours will last till eternity , coz i love her ♥♥♥ She knows me she understands me she cheers me she talks to me she makes me laugh like a mad dog she makes me worried for her she makes me know that she cares . And the person is just her (: Hi Amelia , I love you ♥ muacks muacks :P

This will be the last post for this blog i guess ? or maybe will till i get the interest back (: hehehe goodbye .

I love Amelia!!!!?!!????

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